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[11 Dec 2005|09:41pm] |
The things you do used to surprise me.
Now they're just a part of my every day.
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[03 Nov 2005|10:59pm] |
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAYRAY!
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[17 Aug 2005|01:16am] |
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Tonight I'll leave the light on.
Let's pray it carries me to tomorrow..
Once I'm there I'll just need something to carry me through it.
Because I don't know how I'll make it.
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[28 May 2005|12:11pm] |
Fuck you. All that we did was meet someone new.
if you don't like that.
then you can get the fuck OVER IT.
Kelsey
See you bitches at the beach!
<3
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[05 May 2005|03:54pm] |
I'm ready for a weekend at the beach with the girls like we always do.
But hey, does it ever really get old?
Uh, no.
The Fantastic Five.
<3
Kelli.
Ally.
Jessi.
Kt.
Call me so that we can work something out.
Pee dot Es dot:
Kelli Fuckface Pentuadi makes my heart go
BOOM BOOM!
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[20 Apr 2005|10:04pm] |
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expect mucho pictures tomorrow.
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[20 Apr 2005|09:56pm] |
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Today was ok I guess.
I really want to have an awesome, over-the-top, out-there fun weekend.
I need it.
So you bitches need to call and make plans with me.
So I see how I really make you feel.
Like I'm choking you right?
Well, fuck that.
Cuz I don't remember things being that way at all.
But your post says different.
Don't try to make me sound like a clingy bitch that hurts and annoys you so bad.
Because the only thing I remember is tell you that I wanted out.
And you telling me you wanted things to work.
Whatever.
xxKelsey
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[12 Apr 2005|07:40pm] |
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had an amazingly (and surprisingly) fun day today. It was refreshing to actually smile and mean it for once.
went to cannons practice
then to the aquatic center with carlos and sasha
saw haylie from my lacrosse team
love her.
but these like 12 year old perv kids kept hiding over the slide and jumping on us and trying to look at our boobs when we came down. and screaming "I LOVE YOU!"
strange. very strange.
Kelsey
Pee dot Es dot: I really hope that you mean what you say when you say that you're changing. Because being with you could be exactly what I've been needing. But I can't wait for you forever. I won't...
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[03 Apr 2005|01:18pm] |
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I hope you know that that was the only thing that I could do for you to help you.
I can help you with alot of things. But I'm not a doctor and I can't help you when it comes to your health. I couldn't keep you awake or breathing, I couldn't nurse you through it because it was way worse then I've ever seen, and I couldn't save you.
I'm sorry that that happened.
But I'm not sorry for what I did.
I did it because you're one of my best friends and I love you more than anything and that's what it took to help you.
Frankly, I don't even know why the hell you would do that again.
Knowing how much you scared us all the last time..
The reprecussions of last night are going to go on for a long time. And I admitt that sucks. But you need that. So you never do it again.
Ever.
Kelsey
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[26 Mar 2005|08:46pm] |
>
join lovelies
<3
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| one fish, two fish. red fish, blue fish. |
[26 Mar 2005|01:23am] |
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Mine and Kelli's new theory:
No regrets. Be smart about life and what you do. And when you're not, you learn. You learn about life and who you are. So why regret it, when you find yourself by doing it?
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We'd rather live life crazy then sit around and wonder what it coulda been, had we just lived it. So if you have a problem with who we are and how we live our lives, then go about your own business and think of us when you're old and grey, wishing you'd done more..lived more.
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[16 Mar 2005|08:59pm] |
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I don't think I can put it into words how AMAZING tonight was.
wow. All I can say is, HOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
3 cheers for body building contests!
SEX!
SEX!
SEX!
lol
<3
Now Ms.Kelsey's off to dream land...That should be FUN.
I think only Ally knows what I mean. But I'm sure the rest of you can infer.
THAT WAS SOME HOTT SHIT! AH-OOOO-GUH!
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[06 Mar 2005|05:16pm] |
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Its good..no wait. GREAT to know that someone shares the same frustrations as me. I felt so bad for feeling and thinking these things. But now atleast I know that I never had to. And I never will have to.
1356!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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| With a little sweet and simple numbing me. |
[20 Feb 2005|05:30pm] |
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Today.
Went to Hawthorne to see my great grandma and grandpa. (p.s. I will never get old. eek.)
Went to the mall. got some really cute shirts from American Eagle.
Went to Baby's R US. to get some stuff for my Aunt Christina's baby shower.
Its a boy btw.
His name is Cameron.
And he's due in April.
yayyy! I can't wait!
<3
Then, went to Target. Got a really really cute new bathing suit.
That's about it.
Going to watch Minority Report and The Notebook with my mom.
Call if you want to join in.
661-4297
Kelsey
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[14 Feb 2005|09:32pm] |
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What do you do when day-to-day life becomes a hastle?
This isn't fair. At all. I don't understand what else I need to say to you.
I thought that things were done. But apparently I missed something.
The last thing that I want is to be a jerk. But I'm over it.
The pros and cons are stacked up and cons are winning
1,000,000,000 to 0
I think that you're grasping to something that you don't even feel.
You just want it.
From someone.
From anyone.
But I can't be that someone. or that anyone.
I won't be.
And maybe in a perfect world, I'd feel something. Or pretend to.
But the last thing that I need is another thing to worry about.
Especially when its something that only you feel.
And I don't feel it.
And I can't pretend.
I feel bad.
But I can't say that I'm sorry.
Because I can't help that I don't feel the same as you.
Kelsey
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[13 Feb 2005|11:57pm] |
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You wear me out.
God. Can't you see that it's just not in the cards?
Nothing ever works out right.
Or the way you wanted it to.
Never.
Not even if you write it out in black and white.
That doesn't matter.
Because its not up to you and you can't change a thing.
Whatever.
< / 3
Kelsey
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[13 Feb 2005|04:59pm] |
Hey guys! Courtney Clem has a livejournal now.
xbright_xeyesx
I made it.
Sasha pimped it out.
So add her OR ELSE!
<3
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[08 Feb 2005|04:59pm] |
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So this Valentine's Day is going to blow serious cock.
The fact that Jessi, Ally, and Kelli are my Valentines and we're gonna get a butt load of chocolate and candy and watch The Notebook makes it like a trillion times better.
But its still not the same.
I know who I want to be my Valentine.
<3
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[07 Feb 2005|03:37pm] |
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I hate when people act like they don't have one ounce of education.
What a waste of flesh.
w/e.
I've decided that for the next few years I'm gonna go crazy and just have fun.
Seriously. Youth doesn't last forever. We might aswell have as much fun as possible before its gone.
Who's up for this weekend?
<3
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[05 Feb 2005|02:30pm] |
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Pageant.
Then the Porch.
The Andy's party.
Should be a fun/hectic night.
Expect pictures.
<3
Ally- I love you so much. You are beautiful in every way. Your personality outshines everything and you could light up the world with just a smile. I am so glad that we became friends this year. Even so far its been a long rode. And there's an even longer one ahead of us. Longer by far. I know for sure that our friendship is going to go way past high school. Way past your world tours and my movie premiers. Past wedding days and pregnant hormones. Past our kids and even our grand kids. Its gonna be great. And all we have is time. So let's live it up on the way! You're going to do great tonight. You deserve that crown more than any of those girls. Good luck sweet pea.
I love you. <3
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